Wow! Graduation is coming up! Am I ready for it? I'm worried that I won't be ready for....well....Life!!!! It's a scary thing and I just hope I can handle it! Landon and I have been talking a lot about the future and what might happen. Of course we have things we both want to happen, both for ourselves and for each other, but we are also scared that...we won't get what we want. I guess that if we don't get what we want, we'll just have to accept it and move on...but I hope we both get what we want. I've been thinking a lot about his mission and stuff...so has he. He wants me to wait for him, and I want to wait for him. And I will....if we're still together. Then I will without a doubt!!! I hate that word. If... It's such a small word but it makes you think so much! I want to say WHEN we are still together, but I don't want to jinx anything right now. I don't want to ruin anything for me and him! ANYTHING! I'll wait for him. And if any guy tries to make me not wait for him, it's sweet, but It won't work! Sorry, I'm saying stupid things that I should just keep to myself. But sometimes it makes me feel better when I type or write things down. It kind of loosens the pressure a bit. That's why I write so many entries a week! Haha! I'm scared....You guys!!! I'm GRADG-I-TATING!!! How freaking scary is that?!?!?! My life has gone by so fast!!! I want to stay home while Landon is on his mission and go to Bridge to get some of my college credits done that I didn't get the opportunity to take during high school. Then I'm going to get a good paying job and try to get a car. But I'm living at home for 2 years. That way the temptation of guys isn't so strong because I live clear in the HECK in Richmond! YAY!!! Check me and my plan go! I should go do my homework...that's the one thing I WILL not miss!!! But alas, I'll still have it even AFTER I graduate! Sucks don't it. ~Britney Francis~