Sigh, yeah, I'm still sad about landens last entry. I just wish I knew who she was. I'm glad that she makes him happy though. I guess I just didn't make him as happy as I wanted him to. When we were together, I was such a big worry wart! I mean, I would get mad at him over the STUPIDEST things!! When I shouldn't have. If I could go back, I wouldn't have been mad at him at all! If I could have a second chance with him, I would just try my hardest to make him smile every time I saw him! I would try so hard to just let him know how much I really do love him! Gosh!! I really really miss him!! I know! I'm being clingy! But I can't help it! He was the best thing in my life!!! And I messed it up! I always mess things up! It hurts sooooooooooo MUCH to know that someone makes him happier then me, because I know that I failed in that area! I knew that I was a bad girlfriend. I lost one of the best things in my life because I couldn't control my hormons!! I would give anything to have him back! Anything! I can't believe I lost him! (Cry) I'm so alone! I keep trying to like other people just to get him off of my mind, BUT IT DOESN'T WORK!!!! "I cry in the rain so he doesn't hear my teardrops falling." By:Britney Francis I lost him. And I regret it. I will always love him no matter what though! I know that that will never die! Song: "I love you. I've loved you all along. And I miss you, been far away for far too long." Landen, if you read this.........I'm still in love with you. ~Britney Francis~