My goodness heck. I hate my brain! It thinks things....and I hate it! You know what, this might not last and it might last forever! This is the topic of my mind lately. I will not say that Landon and I will last for ever and I will not say that it won't because I don't want to side with one or the other! If I side with, "We will be together forever" then most likely, with my luck, it will end faster than I can say Abraham Lincoln!!!!! And if I say that it won't last forever, than my hopes will just go down the drain and I'll be all depressed. So, therefore, I will NOT side with either of them because I don't want to assume. I would much rather KNOW, but I can't KNOW until it happens! I'll tell you the truth though, I WANT to stay with Landon for ever and just be with him for eternity! I want to grow up knowing that he is the only one I'll ever love in my life. But I won't say, "Yes, that's how it's going to be! I'll be with him forever" because I don't want to build my latter up so high that if Landon comes and knocks it from under my feet, I'll be hurt so bad that I won't be able to walk perfectly in this life anymore! Instead I will just say to myself, "You know what, I want to be with Landon forever, but if it doesn't last, then don't dwell on it, because it might not last! You won't know that for sure until he comes home from his mission." That way, my latter will be but a stool and if I fall, it won't hurt as bad. Of course it will hurt because, ya know, I'm short and ANY distance falling hurts me! But it won't hurt as bad. I love him, and I WILL try my hardest not to lose him, but If I do, I hope he finds someone who can make him the happiest person in the world! Anyway, there are my thoughts! Enjoy them! They do not come cheep! Hehe! ~Britney Francis~