Landon called me last night at around 11:00pm. I was texting him before he called and I was telling him that I want the spiritual side back. After I sent him that, he called me and we talked about what has been going on. He agrees with me and has been thinking a lot like I have. The kissing has become too much and we both agree that it needs to stop. While we were talking, he started to get into his pains. It was really bad. It lasted about an hour or two. The whole time I was on the phone with him he was in pain and he couldn't breath. I started to cry because I was scared. He said, "Please don't cry" I told him that I wasn't, but he wouldn't buy it. I would just sit there and tell him how much I wanted to be there with him just to hold him and sing to him, to let the pain subside just a little. He said that he wished I was there too. I had been praying for him to feel better the whole time, asking the Lord to take the pain away, to fill his lungs with air. I told Landon that I was praying for him, and he thanked me for it. I was still crying and he said, "Don't cry. You're going to make me cry." I told him that I was scared because he told me that the doctor told him that if he is in that kind of pain that he can't fall asleep or else he might not wake up. And he said that the last time he had this pain this much that he passed out and he woke up in a wheel chair the next day. I told him that if I could I would take his pain away and make me feel it because that's how much I love him. And he said something that made me cry really hard, because in a strange way it was an answer to my prayers. He said, "If you took my pain away, I would just take it right back." And I just started to cry really hard. I don't know why, but the spirit was with me so strong. And I told Landon later on in the conversation what I had felt and why. And he said, "You know what. Just hearing that I felt really good. Like a good feeling inside me. And it helps with the pain." He told me a lot in a breathless voice that I could barely understand that he loved me. He said, "I love you so much. I would do anything for you. You are everything to me and I couldn't ask for anything more." And he said a lot more. It made me cry and I told him that I would do anything for him and how much I loved him. Then he had to go and he said, "Thank you for talking to me. I'm glad I called you or else I wouldn't be awake right now." I told him, "Anytime. I love you." We hung up and I felt so much better about everything! It's just one of those moments where you KNOW for sure that everything will be all right no matter what. I love those moments. I Love him. ~Britney Francis~ P.S. My mom is planning on leaving us. :,(