Hey! This is my first sit diary entry! Yay!!!! Except it's probably going to be very depressing. Landen broke up with me. I was going to break up with him the same day he broke up with me, but He couldn't talk to me. I really didn't want to break up with him though. I wanted to work things out first, but he wouldn't talk to me. It was sad.....very sad. I really miss him. I still like him a whole lot!!! But I heard a rumor that he broke up with me because he was trying too hard to like me as much as I liked him. I hope that's not true. Why do I still like him if he was the biggest jerk to me last week?!?! It's wicked confusing! But I think I still like him because I think of the 2 months where he was amazing. I want those months back!!! His hair is black! It's different, but I really like it! *Sigh* I knew that I would mess up somehow. Every relationship failure has been my fault. I just wish He would tell me what I did. Anyway. So yeah. I also like someone else, but it's just a little crush. I don't like him as much as I like landen, but I still like him. He likes me too. It's wierd. I don't want to get in a relationship with that kid any time soon because I just got out of one, but if landen wanted to get back together, I would in a heart beat! Sad huh! I shouldn't want to get back with landen, but I do! GRRRR!!!!! FRUSTRATION!!! And lots of it!!! Hee, My squirl makes me happy! Sorry, RANDOM! I better heed! Love to all I know, and some love to those I don't know! And Hate for those I do know and hate!!! But that's probably just....well.......I don't hate anyone! So you're all safe!!! Love: Britney Francis