I really should be getting ready instead of writing this, but oh well! I'm getting sick of my hair! I'm going to go get it stripped and die it back to blond. It's also for the play that I'm in! I'm sooo excited for that play!!! So, my days have been boring but productive. My book is coming along. I have MANY a road block when I write it, but I get through those!! I've got to go! My family is calling my name! COMING!!!! ~Britney Francis~ ----Later---- So, I found out that I have to try to get my hair color faded first before I can strip it and color it again. I have to use baking soda to try to get it out the lady said, and 7-up.......hmmm...interesting. So, I do have a confession to make. Yes, I do like that one guy from the play...hehe, but there has been this guy I have liked ever since my sophomore year. The thing is, is that he's gone for the summer, but I have never wanted anything to happen with us. (even though it was very close once, but my first boyfriend blew that. But it was a good thing) Because he is so absolutely amazing that I don't even want to take a chance for the fear of loosing him!! I want to wait until after his mission so that way we won't get hurt during high school. Which is ALL the time for me!!! He's that special to me! I would wait for him as long as it took!! I would never rush it because I really don't want to mess this one up! He is absolutely perfect! He is so funny, cute, he loves to swing dance just like me, he's smart, strong in the church and is just the most perfect guy I have ever met!! That's why I've been avoiding the whole me and him hooking up thing. And it's very hard because it's almost happened a few times! I don't want to mess this one up!!!!! He's just so perfect that it's scary! But I want to be with him soooooooooo badly! He really makes me happy! In fact, he has never made me sad! EVER!!! Isn't that insane!!!! When I was having problems with Landen, he found out about it and wanted to take me out for ice cream to make me feel better. But I had to go to play practice in about 5 minutes. So he gave me this paper rose that he made in one of his classes and told me to feel better and that we could some other time. SEE!!!! He's just that great! He has ALWAYS been there for me when I've needed it! We can talk for hours and we have! We just let out all of our problems about boys and him with girls and we just have sooo much in common!! Every time we talk we always have the exact same type of problems! I am SOOOOOOOOO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SOOOOOOOO EXCITED because I get to see him in a few weeks!!!!!!!!!! HEHEHEHEHEHE!!!! He works up at camp Bartlet and I'm going there for girls camp!!! I AM SOOOO EXCITED!!! I haven't been this excited in a very long time!! He just makes me soooooooooo happy! Happier than I ever have been! I'm just scared that I'll let my guard down and let something happen between us other than friendship. But I can't!!! I have to wait!! He just sooo special to me!!!! I can't let that happen! Have you ever had that feeling that whenever you look into someone's eyes that all you see is your future, and you feel this most un-real feeling that you want to spend eternity with someone?................. Just wondering........... *looks around quickly* Not like I've felt that with this guy or anything.....*cough* And not like this is the first time ever that I've felt this feeling before... I MEAN, would have felt this feeling before....*cough* Anyway! I'm done! You guys have fun! ~Britney Francis~