*Sigh* isn't it great being utterly and completely happy! I just want to jump out of my skin and sing to the sky like no body is watching!!!!! Even though somebody is always watching, but I wouldn't care because I'm SO HAPPY!!! There is so much to tell, but for once in my life, I'm keeping it to myself! And you know me! I don't keep anything in, but this time, it's so special to me that all I want knowing is me and only me! So that I can be the only one to bask in my own sea of happiness!!!! I don't know how long it has been since I've been THIS happy!!!! I love it!!!!!!! Why couldn't it have come sooner! (Now for metaphorical speaking) Have you ever been away for a very long time, away from friends and family, and you have found that you miss them so much that you would do anything to see them? You cry, you suffer, you want to be with them so badly, but you have this feeling like you'll never see them again. Then, one day, at one sudden moment in time, there they are! The people you love whom you've missed so much, and their all there with open arms, just wanting to hold you and you them! And you are just so blissful! That's exactly how I feel, only 10 times more! I haven't been away from my family and friends or anything, but it's like a feeling that once was lost and it was gone for a long time, but it comes to you with such force that it makes you want to cry tears of joy! Although, deeply, you have never really felt it, but you have known of it. In small moments of you life you have never really believed it, but now, when it's there in front of your eyes, it's more real to you then the sun on your face! It's amazing this feeling! I'm alive! Oh, I wish all of you felt like I'm feeling and have been feeling. It's the most wonderful sensation in the world and I never want it to go away! Ti amo. Spero che rimaniate sempre ~Britney Francis~