You've done that before By: Britney Francis You read the words of past embraces Feeling like it's all been done before You know he's done that to you too And you question if he means it anymore I read the words of other girls Telling a story I've lived before I wondered if these moments were just mine Or if they don't mean anything more Do you touch me like you do, Making me feel this way again, Because you love me like you've never had Or is this all just apart of your trend? I wish those moments others have shared Where only mine and mine alone But the more I read from their tender words Makes me feel as if they are not my own I hope those feeling you make me feel Are not just there for a little while And I hope you mean those jesters differently Than with those other girls who you made smile I just need to tell you guys something. A lot of people tell me that I'm going to get hurt. But no one knows that for certain. You guys, there is a big chance that I will get hurt, and there is a big chance that I won't! But I'm not going to side with either of them because I DON'T know that yet! I hope I don't get hurt, but I can't stop it if I do! If he ever stops loving me or decides that he never wants to be with me again, then I can't stop him! If I end up not making him happy in the end, I hope like HELL that he'll dump me and find someone who can make him happy because he deserves the best! I know that a lot of you "Ex-Girlfriends" don't agree with that, but he makes me feel like I am someone worth being here! He makes me feel SO loved and I have never had that before! And if that goes away and he stops loving me, yes, I will cry and I will be sad! It will probably take me an eternity to get over, but I'm just so thankful that I have had those moments of feeling truly loved because I have never felt that before and Landon makes me feel that! I will never regret being with him! EVER! Because he showed me that there are really some great guys out there! And if he cheats on me again, then I will break up with him! But I'm not going to hate him for running away with his hormones! Everyone does that! The only time I would really condemn him for that is if he was engaged or married! Yes, it's wrong even if we're not engaged or married, and it hurts like HELL! I won't disagree with that, but I won't sit there and say, "Landon, I hate you for doing that! You made a mistake and I hate you for that." NO! I will not say that! Because we all have habits or things that we regret! Why condemn one person for making a few mistakes! I just hope he can learn from his and realize that it's just not worth making that mistake! He's made it a few times and I'm sure that He's learned a great deal from it! I want to be with him forever if I can, so I will NOT give up! And if I do get hurt, I'll get hurt. But right now, I'm not hurting! So I'm going to enjoy being with him while it lasts, because I wouldn't trade what he has given me for anything in the world! ~Britney Francis~