I want to sing out loud really bad! And I am actually! I'm singing you had me from hello by Bon Jovi. I absolutely love that song!!! I wish I had someone to share it with, but I can't because I have to wait until after high school. I'm in a really romantic mood right now. I feel numb I feel scared I feel alive I feel happy I feel........I feel everything You just want to cry sometimes for no good reason, because you know that afterwards you'll feel tired and worn out, then you sleep, and that time passes. I'm in that mood right now. I'm on the verge of tears. The reason............everything..... I think so much. Sometimes it's so overwhelming that I can't take it. I don't understand me. I don't get why I have SO many wonderful friends who really do care about me! Who make me feel like home!!! I don't deserve them!!! Why do I have them when I don't deserve them! I have a family who tries so hard to just make me happy! To put me on the right track!! How did I get so blessed! Why me!?!? What did I do that was so special! .................I'm not special......so why do I get treated like it......do I deserve it?.........Sometimes.....I don't think so. Then why...........why........ ~Britney Francis~