I don't even know why I started a new entry. I have nothing to write and I have a headache. I've been finding lately that whenever I start to write something, I just stop because I feel sick and I don't want to do it. I love writing and it makes me sad that I'm never in the mood to do it anymore! I used to write all the time!!!! But now...I guess...I'm just to lazy!!! Hopefully it stops though. I want to write again. Life is amazing!!!! It's to the point where I'm like, "Ok, I'm happier than I have ever been in my entire life!!! So when is the really bad thing that's going to ruin it all going to come?" You know, cause whenever your completely happy, there always has to be something to ruin it! I don't know what, but there's got to be something!!!! I wish nothing would ruin it, but it's how life goes, so I might as well just sit and wait for it to come and take it like a MAN.......woman..... He holds me. He holds me like a little baby and just kisses me on my face and strokes my hair. I love it when he does that. I told him, "You act like you really love me." And he said, "It's because I do!" We laughed. I said, "I know that, but...ya know...you treat me like you love me. No other guy treats me like this. You cherish me! I've never had that." He smiled and kissed me. He said, "You deserve it." I love him! ~Britney Francis~