Listening to: Forever-Vertical Horizon
Feeling: annoyed
Ok! Everyone Listen to me and listen closely! Landon has not brainwashed me! I haven't felt so clear in the head in my life! Of course I appreciate the comments and everything, and yes, sometimes I don't listen to them, but I do take them into consideration. I'm so happy right now! And I just want you guys to want me happy! Yes, Landon could break my heart, but he isn't right now!
Thank you so much for caring about me and just being there for me! Landon is making me so happy and I love being with him! It doesn't mean that I have shunned my friends! I'm still talking and hanging out with all of them whenever I get the chance! I just also hang out with my best friend. Landon!
He is my best friend! And if we break up, he will still be my best friend because he is a good friend to me! He's everything I could ever want in a friend! And like you guys said, you don't just shun your friends.
I know you guys will never understand. But I do! I've prayed a lot about all of this. And I have gotten some majorly positive results! I thank God every day for bringing Landon into my life because he makes me want to be better!!!! We both have had problems in the church and usually guys bring me down in that area because I don't want to concentrate on the church! I want to concentrate on my boyfriend. But with Landon, I want to be better for him! And he wants to be better for me! We both bring each other up and bring out the best in each other!
I just don't see why that is so bad! He has told me that because of a talk we had together that he is now reading his scriptures and praying more often! He prays for me and everything and he's working on his own salvation! He says that he wants to be worthy to take me to the Temple some day if we stay together!
And I don't think that this kind of relationship, the kind that lifts us up and makes us better both mentally and spiritually, can be a bad relationship!
It's the best relationship I have ever had!!! And it's not just a physical relationship! We kiss every once in a while, but whenever we are alone either in his car or anywhere else for a long time, we usually only kiss about 3 or 4 times! The rest of the time we talk to each other! About serious things and non-serious things! We listen to each other and comfort each other when we need to! And I thank God every day for him because he makes me a better person!!!
He's what I've been praying for. So I appreciate the concerns, but this relationship is what I want and what I need.
~Britney Francis~
Francis
"Wherefore the Lord said, Forasmuch as this people draw near me with their mouth, and with their lips do honour me, but have removed their heart far from me, and their fear toward me is taught by the precept of men."
--Isa. 29: 13