Really depressed over this whole breakup...14 months and now nothing...I just want to talk and explain everything and make it known how i feel but he's so difficult to talk to and hard to reach cuz he an idiot and got himself grounded, the one time in over a year hes been grounded and it was on a day that we really needed to talk..ughh, why cant he just grow up???..I changed for him, I gave him everything and he can't even do anything for me, he cant try to be a better boyfriend, it was just too difficult and he didnt want to change...and even though we're not together anymore I still wait for him on everything...i broke up with him so i wouldnt have to feel like shit anymore and what happens?, I feel even more shitty....ughhh, why do I guys have to complicate everything