Well, Dan and I are definitely over for ever probably. We were talking monday and he was so distant and then he told me that hedidnt wanna be with me anymore and that he couldnt pretend anymore because it wasnt fair to me which um duh u asshole it wasnt! yeah, he was nice about it and all but i am so angry at him. I dont even know that kid anymore and thats what sucks the most, he's become some asshole who thinks he is the coolest guy on the planet. I feel like i was dropped because i wasnt good enough. He's just a ass that wants to be cool and hang out with seniors that will be leaving in like 2 months! and flirt with other girls that probably want nothing to do with him, and just hang around his friends and especially alex. I swear that all that time they spend together they are like in love or something because they can never be apart. ughhh thinking back to everything I got treated like shit, I mean who tells his girlfriend he doesnt like hanging around her becuse he doesnt have fun with her or that he doesnt like kissing her anymore for no reason?..the only thing I miss is how we used to be like 9 months ago, we were the most important thing to eachother, dan would always talk about how much he loved me and that he would never lose me..it just makes me upset and angry. And the thing I think is making me the most upset is not getting to see his family anymore. I dunno I just liked them so much and now it sucks cuz dan had to ruin that for me too. I just feel so helpless right now. I just wish I could be the person that he loved more than anything right now, and i wish he was the same dan he use to be..oh well, I give up, we dont even talk anymore hes got his own life to screw up not mine anymore...I did talk to this other kid though that I've had a crush on for this year but hes going to college soon and hes busy this summer so we might hang out and we might not, but whatever i feel like giving up on love because it gave up on me...hopefully I'll write something good sometime soon but for now i hate life