I've been really happy the past few days..the jerk is on vacation so i wont need to hear from him for a week and im seriously almost over him, i'm ready to move on and find someone else...well anyways today i was suppose to work 1-6 but that got screwed up so i only worked till 3 and went home then went up to the mall with steph, sara, and we saw molly so we made her stay with us and some guys hit on steph and they werent even good looking and so she sits down next to him and tells him her wrong age and then he followed us and asked us if we wanted to hang out with him and his friends tomorrow and steph is so funny and was like i left my cell at my house and i have to look at my phone to know my number so he kinda got the hint and left but i reminded steph that if they're not extremely good looking then no flirting but anyways after that we went to see amanda at work cuz it was her birthdayyy..then we went back to the sanders and hung around and threw water balloons at their mom and then laid by the pool and watched for shooting stars and i saw 6!! then we just talked about how we wanted to meet guys cuz we dont like being lonely..lol..but it was just really fun and nice..anyways I'm gonna do this survey and i know this will look long but i think everyone should leave a comment cuz its more fun that way.. ANGER [x]Do you have a quick temper?: yeah, i would say that [x]What do you do when you're mad?:Yell and cry and get pissy [x]What's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?: Well one time I punched a wall and bruised my knuckles really bad but other then that i've just said things i've regretted [x]Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?: of course [x]Ever physically hurt someone when you were mad?: umm, I dont think it hurt them too badly but yeah i've done it a few times [x]Do you curse when you're mad?: yes CRYING [x]When was the last time you really cried your heart out?: umm like 2 nights ago [x]Ever cried yourself to sleep? yupp, plenty of times [x]Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: yes [x]Ever cried over the opposite sex?: who hasnt? [x]Do you cry when you get an injury?: if its really bad [x]Do certain songs make you cry?: yess [x]Can you make yourself cry?: yeah i can turn on the water works when needed PAIN [x]What's the hardest thing you've ever had to go through?: My parents divorce, loosing dan [x]What's the worst thing you've done to yourself?: I dunno, i'm probably capable of anything [x]What's the worst thing you've done to somebody else?: i'm not really sure [x]Ever had a painful break up?: I think everyone knows that answer [x]What about the old 'pain for pleasure'?: umm no?? [x]How depressed can you get?: If i'm upset and u leave me alone for too long then its not pretty [x]Do you inflict pain on yourself?: no, i've tried never to go that far HAPPY [x]Are you normally a happy person?: When I'm around my friends I am [x]What can make you happy?: my friends, relaxing, no stress, really cute boys? [x]Do you wish you were happier?: all the time [x]What makes you the happiest?: Just hanging out with my friends and doing fun crazy things [x]Is being happy overrated?: I dont think so [x]Can music make you happy?: sometimes LOVE [x]How many times have you had your heart broken?: I think twice [x]Do you still have feelings for any of your old significant others?: unfortunatly :/ [x]Have you ever loved someone so much, that you'd die for them?: Yeah, i honestly think so and thats saying something cuz im terrified of death [x]Did you ever love a guy, tell them that, and only got 'thanks' as a reply?: nope, thank god [x]Ever loved someone so much, it hurt and made you cry?: Isn't that a song?? and yes [x]Has anyone besides your friends and family ever said 'I love you' to you?: yes [x]Ever stopped a relationship because they didn't say 'I love you'?: haha noo. HATE [x]Who do you actually hate?: I dont really hate anyone, but there are many people I use the term for [x]Ever made a hit list?: haha, no [x]Have you ever been on a hit list?:I dunno, maybe [x]Are you a mean bully?: no. [x]Do you hate any one that breaks your heart?: No i dont hate them, i just feel pity for them [x]Do you hate George Bush?: no, but i dislike him very much SELF-ESTEEM [x]Is your self-esteem extremely low?: not extremely [x]Do you believe in yourself?: sometimes, but usually not [x]When people say they think you are pretty, do you deny you are?: yeah, i feel like they're just trying to be nice [x]Are you one of those idiots that think they are ugly, dumb, and fat?: at times. [x]Ever wanted to kill yourself because you thought you weren't good enough?: I've had moments where i would rather be dead but i've never wanted to kill myself [x]Are you happy with who you are?: Not 100% but I think I've got a lot of things going for myself [x]Do you wish you can be someone else?: no, I love being me but i just wish i could other assets of other people