well..Found out some really depressing news yesterday that my grandma is going to die really soon like in a couple of days and it just was a total shock..I mean a week ago they were saying she had about 6 months to a year left and all of a sudden she could die today or tomorrow so I've kind of been out of it. Stayed up till like 12 just crying on the phone to dan and then he came over here after school because I was still wicked upset and I cried some more and he was just sooo sweet. We havent been this nice to eachother in such a long time, it just made me feel somewhat better...well just waiting for my mom to get home, we're pigging out to comfort ourselves so that should be nice..I'll write later