Well the past few days have been awful, fun, confusing, and crazy. My birthday turned out to be probably the worst day of my year so far. Worst birthday ever except for the fact that i got a mini ipod, that was cool. Dan made me cry the whole night of my birthday, no joke from 8-1 i cried cuz i was talking to him and he was being mean and he refused to come see me for 2 minutes cuz he said it wouldnt be good for me? like he knows anything about how i am feeling and then he just left in the middle of our conversation. So yeah, bad birthday. But i figured since my birthday last year was amazing but my year sucked I am hoping that since his birthday sucked then my year will be good? Lets hope! The next day i got my harry potter book which was awesome but i am taking my time reading it cuz i always read them in one day and it makes me sad cuz they r over so fast but anyways after that the Sanders had a pool party with a bunch of people which was fun, hung out with sean most of the time, hat kid kills me, we are like one in the same i cant believe 2 weeks ago we werent even friends, i feel like i have known him forever...well anyways I went home at 12 cuz i can drive after 9 now that was exciting even though i have done many times before but now its not illegal. Dan and i still hadnt talked so i figured we would be doing one of those where we dont talk for week things again. Then on sunday i went to an employee meeting at aero which was fun, im a denim expert now?? lol..we had to do like these game things and my team won cuz i was enthusiastic? lol alrighty..then we were allowed to buy 2 pairs of jeans that each would have cost 50 dollars a piece meaning 100 dollars but we were allowed to buy them for 10 dollars each so i only spent 20 dollars on jeans when i would normally spent 100 soo woohoo for working at a clothing store! Then after that I went to brunch with my dad and sister and he pissed me off cuz hes so stupid and immature and talks about my own family and my mom behind their backs ughhh and hes just annoying but oh well then i came home read for a bit then my family came over for my fam b-day party which was boring most of them had given me their presents earlier so my one aunt gave me 30 dollars to barnes and noble which all together i got 100 dollars to shop for books :/ I love books but thats a lot of money for them. Then my other aunt and uncle gave me 50 bucks so together my family gave me over 300 dollars in money and gift certificates which was good. Then sara called and me, her, steph and elyse went to the movies and saw wedding crashers, first rated r movie without an adult buying my tickets..woohoo..it was really good...then we dropped elyse off cuz she had to go home and we dropped over to seans house and inivted ourselves over at like 10:30..lol that was fun we played ping pong and pool and listened to his juke box..i love sean, lol...then i came home and slept till noon today the first time this summer. Then I woke up and dan had sent me an apology which was nice and he said that he is just very confused right now and that he needs to straighten himself out which i dont know what that means? I dunno if he means like once he does that maybe we'll get back togther or what..i just wish he could explina these things instead of leaving me hanging..but oh well..hopefully something good happens there..this is long so im done for now..adios