I am finally gonna do what i want to do and be happy. I dont care what anyone thinks anymore, everyone who has a problem with me can go to hell :)Felt good to say that. I decided not to do lacrosse today just cuz I dont enjoy it and because basically it's a waste of my time. I'm gonna concentrate on getting a job, which i was offered a babysitting job for a 7 month old whenever I wanted to work for 6.50 an hour so yay for that, and Im gonna concentrate on my school work since It's been kinda going down hill in a few classes and I need to boost it up, also i wanna see my brother more since once a week isnt that good enough..Hopefully my coach understands :/...well Im gonna get to bed since it's 11 and I have school tomorrow...bye