Alright Update time: Friday- okay friday I think i read all day long..and then I got my hair cut. yes, my precious long hair is no longer. It's a lot shorter then I wanted but everyone thats seen it likes it so thats a good thing. Dan stopped over an hour before work to see it and he said he liked it a lot so yupp..then later after he got out of work he came over and we played jeopardy on the playstation and just hung out and he was such a cutie. I love how my mom just lets him come over without her there, its not like we do anything anyways : so its nice that we can just be alone..lol..So finally around 12:30 i took him home then read and went to bed. Saturday got called into work at 12 and they finally let me back on the cash register and I did a really good job, only screwed up a few times and so i did that for 5 hours then for the last hour i greeted and folded and she let me leave 10 minutes early so I could get to a certain set of twins surprise party!! Yeah so it was their half birthday but they never got a sweet 16 so we threw them a surprise party and it was fun, of course I was the first one pushed into the pool completely taken by surprise so yeah, cool. Then thats when the night got ugly, not gonna go into details cuz i wanna forget but dan and i got in a huge blow out fight for like the stupidest reason and it got ugly and i was so upset and i was scared that it was over again but luckily its not..so anyways that brings us to today woke up feeling awful afraid dan was gonna break up with me..we talked online and it didnt go so good so i was like call me if u wanna do something, got back on later and we decided to go to lunch so i picked him up and it was weird and then he started warming up to me and so we went to china buffet lol and it was good of course and we actually had a really long conversation mostly about the future and how he wants to go to north carolina for college which i dont want him to :( but i dunno whatever makes him happy but he said that we would probably just stay friends which also made me sad but i dunno, i dont want to think about that..its a year away..so then we went to the mall and saw his mom and he found 2 shirts that he wanted so he gave them to her so she would buy then we walked around the mall but i honestly felt like i was gonna faint again so we left and dan drove us to nezuntos so i could get a banana smoothie..mmmm good..then we came back to my house and played jeopardy again and had fun..dropped him off at home then came home myself and watched TV..he said he was gonna go out and hang out with john so i inivited elyse, snders and molly over for a vma party which i realized was only like 15 minutes before it actually was so that was my update,, kinda long probably should do it more often..k..well...bye