well to start off this was the worst week eever!..Things with Dan suck so much and I dunno what I am going to do..my friends say me and him need a break and i might agree with that..My drivers ed meeting took forever on wednesday and i had a fucking headache the whole 2 hours of it..Thursday went to school feeling like shit and then everything that could have gone wrong did..I was hoping i wouldnt get any homework cuz i had to do a lot of stuff for english and i usually neevr get homework but of course not that day I had homework in every single subject. In study hall i only got my math done then i came home and finished everything else within an hour. Then i started my english and i needed the internet desperatly cuz i had to do a bibliography and my source was online and i needed all the information and i had to do note cards on the source but of course the internet wont work the one day I need it? Then i had t go to my aunts house for dinner cuz my brother was going over there and of course who shows up? My dad, the fucking dick who hasnt called me in over a month and a half. He did not ask me one single question about my life, he could care less and he t like hes the perfect father to my brother even though he refuses to take him out in public or ever spend time with him. So that put me in an even worse mood. Then got home taped OC and went back online and still the internet wouldnt work so i had to something completely different which sucked. Then i was talking to dan and he was just being an ass as usual and told me that he couldn't deal with me at the moment and left?..He did not ask me on single question about why i was upset. He thought i was mad cuz he has to take an AP test and i was like what??? he just doesnt care even though he says he does but i mean if u dont act it u must not mean it..After that i just started crying hysterically and i went upstairs to finish my stuff and didnt finish till like 1..Then the next morning anf just stayed in bed and told my mom i would drive to school later, atleast she was nice about it. I honestly just couldnt get myself out of bed. Then i went into shool 5th period and i was burning hot, then went to my other classes then 8th period we had a bomb threat so basically me coming to school was pointless and i had to park like a mile away so that sucked. Came home and had a fever but still wanted to go do stuff so I went to the girls varsity game and hung out with Kyle there and then he took me home, yes he drove me one street over..lol..Then came home and got my stuff together and went to the sanders and had dinner with steph, sara and kyle. Then we all hung out for awhile and it was just nice to laugh. Then i picked up elyse and me, elyse and steph went to amandas house and sara came later and we went over to zachs house cuz he is the greatest guy alive. Had fun there and saw his cute puppy Ruby, awww she was sooo cute, i hate dogs but that one i liked. Then we went back to amandas and it was just nice to talk about everything and get it off my chest. I had like a breakdown and just said everything i needed to say about dan, it made me feel better but im still confused on what to do...I love him, but enoughs enough, i cant waste my life getting treated like crap. I mean yeah he has his moments when hes great but fighting all the time sucks and its tiring. Oh well, last night i asked him if me and him could hang out and he said he didnt know cuz he has to study for his other AP which is on monday?? and he has to study today and tomorrow? i dunno, so he said he might be able to fit me in? But i dont wanna fit into his schedule, so I think im gonna hang out with steph, sara and elyse and go to kyles soccer game later and hang out with my sister tonight. So if he really wants to see me he'll make time if not then i guess i just wont see him at all, havent seen him since thursday anyways....ok i complain too much but im so stressed so thank you for listening