I just want my life back to the way it was a month ago..I miss Dan..he wont even talk to me anymore which is weird cuz nothing bad happened between us when we broke up, hes the one that even said he would talk to me all the time and yet he hasnt IMed me once or anything, I've talked to him twice since we broke up a week and a half ago and both times he acted weird..i just dont get how you can go from loving somebody sooo much and wanting to be with them all the time and saying how you wanna be with them forever to never wanting to see or talk to them..my biggest fear is that he and I are going to become strangers and that scares the shit out of me. He was my first and my best friend and the love of my life and now I'm just suppose to forget that all happened and put on a smiley face?? I dunno, somedays i think im better without him and then somedays i just wish he would talk to me cuz i love him to death and hes such a great guy when hes himself..i dunno what to do, someone please help me?