Well..a lot has happened in the past day..Last night I talked to Dan finally and we were really nice to eachother and we talked about stuff and im hopeful for the future. He didnt say that he never wanted to be with me again, he simply said time will tell and that he misses me a lot sometimes and that he still cares about me, atleast the bad dreams have stopped now, those were driving me insane, i would wake up in the morning crying trying to figure out why he hated me even though it was just a dream. Hopefully sometime soon we will get to see eachother again, i just miss haning out with him we had fun when it was just the two of us..oh well even if it just ends up with us being friends i think i will be okay with that but i still wanna be with him, that will never change. But anywas, Today I went to Dalyas birthday party with Elyse..it was really fun, not the party part but the hanging out with elyse part..we just finally talked about stuff and left the part early and blasted our crazy music in the car and just did crazy fun things cuz we can!!..later things got a little rough but everythings better now and hopefully will continue to get better..and guess what!!!!!!!!! MY BIRTHDAY IS IN AN HOUR AND A HALF..WOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...i WILL BE 17 YEARS OLD AND WILL OFFICIALLY ABLE TO SEE A RATED R MOVIE ANDDDD DRIVE PAST 9 AND DRIVE WITH MORE THEN 2 PEOPLE IN THE CAR...YES I LOVE BIRTHDAYS!!!!!!! :)))