I can't eat, I can't sleep, I can't even think straight anymore. I feel like there is this big empty hole in me. I wanna make things work with Dan so bad, he means everything in the world to me, why can't he just see that. I wanna make things work, I promise not to fight anymore with him because everything we fought about was just soo stupid and if i could i would take it all back, every single bad thing. I just wish he would understand that it is possible to be happy again. If we just dont fight over stupid stuff anymore and instead of yelling and arguing and blaming eachother for everything if we are upset or bothered by something have a calm talk about it and work on it. Thats all we have to do to make everything better. I just wish he would believe me that I would do that because I would do anything to be with him. and i promise not to be such a demanding person, if he wants to spend the day with his friends then i wont care cuz i know he'll still love if hes with them and itnot that he doesnt wanna hang out with me its that he wants to be part of his friends too..I get that now. I mean summer we have so much time for each day..he can do everything in one day..he can work, play golf or baseball, see his friends and see me..why doesnt he just wanna try that? Why can't he just give me a chance to prove it to him. please somebody just help me, i talked to him last night really quick and he had something in his profile like torn in a million directions and i asked him what it was about and hes like nothing specific and i was like tell me and hes like if u dont know then nevermind and i asked if it was about me and hes like it could be or something like that meaning yeah it is...i just want him to want to try this out. I just want to be with him, i dont wanna be miserable for my whole summer. I just dont want another person to walk away from my life.