okay I have to leave in a few minutes so I'll write long but quick.. Saturday- Came home after the Sanders and pretty much slept all day I think, Then later on at night i inivted steph, sara and I over to Zachs house and we hung out with a few people there. Lets just say that was an eventful night and I was def not thinking of Dan at all..lol..Then we came home at about midnight and I made steph and sara call me cuz we had a lot to discuss..it was just a crazy night all together but it was sooo fun. Sunday- ELYSE CAME HOME!!!..yay!..i was so excited!..so yeah I picked up elyse and the sanders and we went to amanda Brennons grad party and played volleyball with some of the weirdest kids i have ever met, funny but weird. I wasnt suppose to play cuz of my foot but screw it i have to leave for a real volleyball game in a few anyways so no big deal...Then I had to come home and clean the room like i promised and it only took me 2 or 3 hours i was so pumped cuz i thought it would take forever. So then Elyse and the sanders and I decided that we were gonna sleep over at elyse so one again I picked everyone up and we went to elyses..it was just steph, me and elyse for awile so we watched dirty dancing, and then we put on jock jams and we were being gay and dancing all over the place cuz were cool like that then we went in the hottub and sara came and my poor baby wasnt in the best of moods, i'll explain later...then steph decided she wanted cookie dough so she got a recipe for chocolate chip cookies but realizes there no chocolate chips in the house so basically the cookie dough tasted like shit and then the cookies tasted like shit too..lol way to go miss stephanie sanders!..lol then we just talked to people online for awhile and started watching silence of the lambs and all fell asleep... Monday (the 4th)- Woke up at like 9:30 at elyses and went home cuz i promised my mom i would go to the cemetary and plant flowers at my grandparents grave. So yeah went there but was there for just moral support since i didnt want to get my hands all muddy and then drive home. Then i came back home and my sister was being nice and she did my hair for me and then i went to pick up the girls and we had to stop at ginat and get some supplies..then we came back to my house and tried on all these clothes so we could look good and di our makeup and everything and the finished result was pretty gooood. The amanda came and we all headed up to my "fake" aunts house..(shes my moms bestfriend) which is right next to highland park so we ate and then went up to highland where the entire population of scumbags were..lol..it was alright, Sean carney and I just pretty much were the loners and werent having the greatest time so finally sean, me and mike potenza decided we were gonna go back to my aunts then eventually everybody found there way there and i mean like everybody there must have been like 20 or so kids then like 2 minutes before the fireworks the biggest asshole move was made. That little fucker kyle decided that he and sara needed a break and she was like heartbroken and i've seriously have never seen her cry before and my heart broke for her. So amanda and I took her to the bathroom and i dunno, i knew exactly how she was feeling but like i knew that whatever i said didnt matter cuz even if someone knows how ur feeling it still just sucks beyond belief. So we laid with her while the fireworks were on and she kept crying but after she got a little better and she was laughing a bit so that was good. Kyle is such a douche bag though..he went away to some leadership conference thing and came back as an asshole...hopefully he gets his act together..then after we all piled into the van plus mike and sean and we left...The elyse slept ooveer cuz sanders and amanda had to go to princeton today for field hockey camp..and elyse and i just sat and talked for like 3 hours straight just about guys, and relationships and highschool and i've come to the conclusion that im done with relationships unless i find someone amazing...im just done feeling like shit, i dont even care anymore..I love dan to death but i really was miserable with him, i cried every single day cuz we fought constantly and now since we broke up i cried like once or twice..but whatever.. Tuesday (today)...Dropped my car off to get fixed from when i hit another car..then talked to the awesome sean carney for over an hour..he is such an awesome kid, i love talking to him and hanging out..hopefully steph realized how awesome he is soon cuz they would be cute together...and then i slept till 4 and now im going to volleyball and then I have to get an MRI for my foot at 7:30...this turned uot to be really long and now im running late..ttyl