Well sunday the sanders and I went to go get ice cream then they came back here and we hung out for the night..then monday i hung around all day then we had a girls night out and went bowling and in elyses hot tub..then tuesday i helped paint elyses room a little then I had volleyball for 2 hours, we played 4 games and i had to play the whole entire time which was tiring, but we came in third so it sucked..then i went back to the sanders and to the mall to get my schedule for work then back to the sanders then walked 2 miles on the track then back to the sanders and i stayed overnight there with amanda and them..came home early and have just been laying around. I feel like Dan is becoming a loser just like everybody else in our school. He's like trying to be cool by going out and getting wasted and shit i think which u know im not all against or whatever but its not him and hes only doing it to feel cool or be like his friends..when we were together he never did shit like that cuz we both didnt see the point but now thats all he cares about..i dunno, i might see him like tomorrow or something i dunno, part of me is like dont give up cuz i feel like the other day things were good but now i dunno, hes not the same person i remember, that makes me so sad. oh well yesterday would have been our 1 year and 8 months but whats the point of caring about that..