Monday- Hmm woke up late and just kinda layed around for a bit. Around 4ish my frickin manager called and was like do you think you could come in? I wasnt scheduled or on call so i was pissed and i was like well i have plans all ready so i dont think so cuz i was suppose to go to amandas house with the girls for our laguna beach party night but of course she wouldnt allow that so shes like i really need you and this is extra money in your pocket and so in a sad voice i was like i guess and shes like OMG YOU"RE AWESOME!! and yeah so i wanted her to die and shes like come in at 7 and i was angry so i was like i can make at 8 and shes like i need you at 7 and i was like ummm and shes like alright ur on for 8..so i was pissy about that but dan wanted to hang out so he came over and we hung out for like 2 hours which was nice. Still kinda in shock about that whole thing..then i went to work and it was with the 2 girls that I like and they told me to stick up for myself more to my manager cuz they agree shes a bitch so they bought me a sundae and let me go in the back and eat it but we were there folding and getting everything looking nice till midnight so once again not a happy camper. Tuesday- Woke up and talked to dan and he wanted to get a new cd that was out and we both had gift certificates to circuit city so he asked me to go with him so i picked him up and we went and he got his cd but i couldnt decide on nything to get and he made fun of me cuz i can choose anything so then we ended up going back to my house for the 3rd day in a row which must suck cuz im always bored here..so we hung out and watched a movie and then i felt bad so i let him play playstation and then my mom asked him to stay for dinner which he did and then we came down on the computer to try and fix it so he could get my ipod working and yeah hat didnt go so good so he took it with him and said he'd put his music on mine then he left and i had to call into work to see if they needed me nd of course they did so then i worked 7- 11:30..fun time :/ I seriously hate that job but i love the discounts and the people arent too bad..i actually like working during the day cuz closing is a bitch and u never know what time ur gonna get outta there. Also last night i texted Rob cuz I feel sooo bad for ditching him and i was like i hope you dont hate me and he sent me a message this morning saying he didnt but he was like im not gonna lie i was really upset when u ditched me and got a boyfriend cuz i really liked you :(..and i sent him one back saying i was awful and that i wanted to hang out with him i just couldnt and that i had really liked him too and i feel bad. I wish he'd get online so i could just explain everything, i feel so bad cuz hes the sweetest guy and if dan hadnt decided he wanted to be with me then i think rob and I probaby would have become something but oh well windsor is kinda out of the way and right now im the happiest i've been in a long time so no regrets just smiles :)