I dunno why I'm so pissy but i am. Dan just makes me angry. Dan always says he loves me and whenever we're together its perfectly fine but whnever we're not I feel like we're not even going out. He never says anything sweet to me, he never initiates wanting to see me, and like i know this is stupid but even in his profile or his away messages nothing is ever about me, its like he wnats us to be together but without anyone knowing or without having to really try. It just agrravates me. Like i'll ask him if we can hang out later and he'll say probably or i dont know becuz he does that just in case he gets a better offer he can go there and say that he didnt promise we would see eachother..I dunno, some days i wish he never came back into my life, i was finally moving on and then he took over again and now im stressed all the time and upset just like last time. But when we're together it's the best times of my life and hes sooo sweet to me, and we talk, and we kiss and hug, and laugh..so i dunno..Hopefully this year will be fun since its his last year here and we probably wont stay together when he goes to college cuz he wants to get the hell out of here so thats why i'm just gonna stick this out cuz I love the kid more then life itself and its always better when we're together..well this was kinda pointless so im gonna go..leave the comments