well, Dan and I didnt end up sitting down and talking cuz he cant be away from his friends for 5 minutes so he was an ass and made me fucking cry in school which isnt something i'm proud of. I've just been trying to keep busy lately so I dont think about him cuz if im alone i think about him and i immediatly cry, im so pathetic, i hate myself for being like this. So anyways after school when i was crying all my friends were there so they made me feel better instantly and elysse invited us over to go swimming so it was me, steph, molly and elyse then later sara and kyle came so we swam for like an hour or so then we went to the promenade to see all the couples before they went to prom and everyone looked really pretty, and it was extremely depressing basically, lol. Then we all went back to the sanders and it ended up being me, steph, sara, elyse, molly, kristin, therese, andrew, matt and kyle and mrs. sanders bought us pizza and wings and made us smoothies which was really nice. We played the card game BS ywice and I won both times of course :) then we played wiffle ball outside after the huge storm and everybody was slipping and of course i slipped on the grass and fell on to the pavement and hurt my knee and then I got a bug bite and im allergic to mosquitoes so now half my leg is swollen. then today i was home alone for awhile which wasnt good so i was upset the whole time just trying to figure out what i dd wrong and why he just doesnt want to be with me anymore or why he wont talk to me, I'm just ignoring him from now on, if thats what he's going to do to me im not gonna give him the satisfaction of seeing me being upset and miserable even though i am. Later i went with my sister, my brother and his mom to the movies to see madagascar which was actually pretty good and it was his first time in the theatre. Then we went out to dinner..now im just sitting here with nothing to do cuz none of my friends are answering their cells..oh well, im just gonna try and keep busy