did i ever just say i love you? i know its crazy but all i want is to be near so close that the rest of the world disapears and i just want to hold you so so nice and warm without the cold but i can barely write these words and the tears right now burn cuz i swear theres nothing left in this hollow shell of a person im still for you every breath wants to be closer to you the pillow feels abandoned without your head i love the way you look at me and hold me but im so sorry i didnt want to be held i was so lost but im better now if theres any way to get you back just tell me how cuz your beautiful voice is still ringing loud and i cant imagine my fate lord i dont even remember how you taste or even look sometimes all i can see is your eyes and i hated you but ill never love another more cuz you were something alighted so passionately in me i want to see where this could lead cuz without your kiss i will forever bleed all i need is a little love please? on tortured i love yous in the light and dark i adored you all your flaws i wanted them all and if i cant have you i need you to help me take the fall just forget the last things i said im confused in my head and the sorrow is so sweet cuz it ended me who i was to you? i dont know but im soul searching and you seep into me im saturated with you all all too much from where ive come im lost and out of love choked with you on every breath and second and word and just thinking of you makes my vision blur the tears come so easily and you know i know what im needing something keeps me in chains probably pain or vulnerability whatever it is id love to just be happy its in your hands now and i know you could love me but ill be waiting if your not ready... im so critical of other peoples work... some of their shit is so petty and i worry i dont sound like them but then i dont care buena sux i went to Happy Valley school last year and i hated it then but now i miss it so bad