this is about waking up out of place i never feel good enough and the society i am served is never pleasing i just want to find sleep tonight in the hazy atmosphere smoky, like a jazz bar i've been waiting to leave to go far... this melody knows something about me it makes tears come and unlocks the numb it knows my secret that isn't true that i am lost physically floating away from my body as i lay loaded like a gun like the angels fire their protection if it happened i've lost all faith i've lost myself when have i known? that i was never here reach out to me tell me i'm what you need and never leave let time slip our minds and cradle us tonight in this deep dark room that we'll make our own i never want to get back up and go home my essence wavers and this feeing is slipping getting killed endangered and i see the helplessness in your eyes it makes me want to cry and kiss you deeply age is just a number for the endlessness i feel we are gone blown away together luck let me save...