oh you dont know how im jaded lost now and deflated your life and mine can never be related the memory turns to ash as your gone and cremated falling now with nothing to grasp but how can this last? oh but it can with finality it will take me if i give it up with a slice into the flesh of my memory it can consume whats inside me like depths if only i let it and say it but whats to say in the lonely aftermath of days youve counted and this feeling needs balance