so then you wonder why its so confusing and why you are still bruising after all this time and i cant beleive life it kicks u in the ass and i try to make you mine all the little things im holding onto its been so long let go of me so i can get over you y rnt u over me yet? y are my cheeks wet have you abandoned me after i asked you to? your so responsible and look at me now crying my eyes out for you carving your name so deep into me and it stings but not enough just make it go away god make it go away make him leave me i need him i... i so many things but it was me not good enough facing reality is fading temporarily...