and you cant pick up the peices theyre too broken just leave them there to melt away to turn in time in this early grave i dug so willingly to tangle myself unnecessarily but here i am disintegrating into the ground where im taking me away to the place deep dark and cool, not dead or alive in the dirt nothing can bare its teeth at me i am alone comforted by insanity nothing will get me no one will hit me and this gaping whole will stop bleeding oh god i have to beileve it will stop bleeding...