nothings flowing the way it used to in words i can no longer tell you painfully aching seconds ticking his gaze is sticking green eyes dont know a thing not the way i do not the way kyle too we just know but hes so oblivious and im serious trying to tell you is so long and tedious its not worth the breath but i need to get this off my chest i loved you the way a kid does and i was so attached i didnt know how to keep you or get you or not want you kiss you was the only thing i could think to do five thats five too much but i can erase it in the years to come if i got any luck but i can still feel you on the tip of my tongue and every time i say your name i fall in love i dont want to crave your touch its too hard like breaking stone to stand righteously and alone then wrongly with you pretending i cant feel pain ~~~~Josh just called me to wish me a happy birthday and i was smiling for real ya know?