I'm double crossing my enemies, but they are all inside me. every hit is a blow to nothing you're hurting the air i know it's for me but i can't feel a thing shedding nothing is cursing me when it's all gone and it's always been gone until i look into your face when i know how much of a disgrace i am how I'll always be i'm here so surrounged in the vast majority of the empty of how i am and there's no going back or moving on i'm floating until i'm gone way to use your words i always thought i had so much more but i don't i'm not filled with fury or vengeance or really anything i just kinda don't care and it's really not that sad this is me and i will always be tears wrapped in fears that i cannot ever care i wish but then i don't I'm just nothingness living in whatever this is?