Let me know you unfold you and spread you raw how bad I'd like to but it's him I knew there, not you and the hands scrape me so my flesh is stuck to your fingers like glue but and that hesitation is as cold as snow falling from the bodies who know the truth no you don't you scream uncertainty so sure that you're sure you don't so it's no that was bad I can't take it why do I write you? if they can't fall in love with me you just don't understand you think this? but really I don't pay attention to the way you look on the outside Don't try to hide, I think you're pretty inside I know this is straight forward but can I have you I won't take this for granted all those guys that act like they have nothing to hide really have nothing inside and they are so pretty but I see right through that and I would pick them last but really never because I choose wisely and I need someone to understand that my death will be timely fuck this shit man I hate ryhming it's addictive as sniffing heroin when I've lost to insanity once again and I'd just like to see what they really look like inside I forgot the lies I know why but you don't you think this is just me writing? no... I mean it this is my shameful secret that's left me a waterfall of tears and brokeness over the raped years from the memory and it's invaded my privacy i want to be dying so if you think you know tell me