you break my neatly onto one knee I cant feel the way you've been killing me while i've just looked into your eyes that blood is running down my thighs and my inner demons feed off those lies and eat me away on the inside the way we ebb and flow like the tide but I'm drowning with your wave crashing over me and the sunlight looks green from where I'm falling into depths I didn't promise to visit i don't quite know how i've left this tied tighter than my hands behind my back if you were the first you could be the last but the way you look into more than i knew i had burns me aching how did you know who i was, who i am how could you possibly fathom or understand but it hurts to love you hurts to love, but not so good i'm living right before i'm dying like no one else should