yeah this is never good enough i try so hard and get blown to dust you always leave me on your back porch and take a torch to my emotions if i wanted something beleive oh, i could have it i go there and i try to love you i spent a year with you and you hate me? don't remeber my face? people i used to treat like shit still want my embrace and that's the way the world works and although i know you know it hurts this just wont work so if i do it i'll do it right leave hmmm, you out of sight i can't not try i can't cry i'm alone yeah so all alone want to leave and go home yeah i don't think this is beautiful anymore i think it's drawn out and ugly but i still love you my lovely...