steal me i've hung to long on this memory its time to be rid of the old me and you to leave the things that always leave you and melt in this down going down again in hanging out wanting in so in deep in overflowing with the gray light flooding me inner hands that guide me from the hate i endure for living for knowing wisdom is growing as i always will and as it does the more i feel want to slit my pain from me in this desperation thats slow has no sense of time this is the ugly truth i feel i feel laying here strewn for you to find me in the drum roll for the door to slam in my face as i bite myself to endure the pain as i as i was i ever? yeah i know in every essence after i held your breath and now you scream for me in the night but when day comes rising with reality your at a loss for words for the way you want to leave me... i'm getting to close, but i'll leave you first. in your mistake, i know you'll burn. but i don't want you to, i don't want you to. i love you not at all anymore.