you sit in your tawny sweatshirt knowing not today if I said it just once more would it be more true but we've ebbed and flowed and you were that last final flaw that amazing acomplishing lie when I held you closer just a little tighter and we thought this was forever but how easily you were erased though things have been forgotten, without you feels out of place so I didn't love you? so maybe you really loved me but the truth is to revisit that place, could be ugly so I sit with my misery as that amazing ambience not really calling it company he wines and dines me, kicks me to the curb wait isn't there more kiss more sex seduction, god I though you knew the rules seriously not attractive, how have I even gotten this far? I don't know what I'm talking about