I hate the place my memories take me to... left behind good things that all at once betray you precarious now to stand on the edge so much to lose... I read over the things I've written and remember the way, at those times, I'd been bitten blood bleeding it's way finally as you would into my heart when you reep and never offer something always draining I'm so lazy to love the world again I'm tired and my emotions are thin this veil shrouds what has should. should. been there uncover me and find me weeping I'm just not raw anymore and I look so far down I'm gazing all around in hell so down I want to be again just again one more time let me lie in him let me live in him and breath in so so much more than less and we know what we don't want but what we need and the line is invisable but we crave him and them just him anyway...