Wow, see how the words fit and the emotion that obviously gets across to ya... I'm going to make it into a song. I feel kinda bad though like maybe my musical talent (or lack thereof) wont do it justice. cutting records in my skin using smiles to hide the sin when will this end? when did it begin? i try to get out but where did i get in why am i here when will it stop im dying to live and living to rot soaking in memories lieing to time screaming for freedom thats already mine getting lost in my thoughts holding onto the past getting bad answers to the questions i ask learning my lessons losing my hope giving up life to hang from a rope ~michelle wanting to scream needing to rid myself of all this hate within trying to cry no tears will come i cut to bleed and watch it run drops of pain fall to the ground gone without a single sound no more heart left to break no more smiles left to fake no masks left to hide behind some may call this suicide but i was never really alive ~michelle