i miss you god i miss you and your so close but so far and i know you miss me too you told me so but i'm dying for you god just make me feel im not real without you sacred is your name upon me try but there's no forgetting and these feelings are clinging but i dont want them to oh god i cant help thinking of you in my arms out of emotional harm i love you i love you if i cant forget you this much if your so real to me i can still feel your touch then my god cross my bleeding heart with needles util it fills with blood paining me with the name of my only passioon and pain and love i am so fucked my head wants to be gone away from the shit this cant be oh god all this makes me deathly still and i'm cringing away its so painful to love you so painful to love you it feels like nothing and when i left you i was shaking cuz oh god i dont think i've said this enough i love you and thats all i can do is sit here loving you heh dork god i'm crying...