I'm bleeding for you to bleed letting you go to knowhere in a hopeless ride of night and fireflies in the uncertainty of knowing everything inside of nothing when the evening spills it's greif in silver puddles of reflection I saw inside of me and it wa filled with emptiness so blind and out of life the edges of me oh they were fading and broken jagged like the way you spin my mind and never let me go I am so attached to you in our poetry of the way you look at me is like a picture burning behind my eyes seeing through all my lies the way you see my is so painfuly right it's like you have my eyes the gasps I make in desperation for truth exhausts me more I feel used abused, I am in so many ways living is killing so slowly it's painful like leading up to an orgasm to an epiphany of all along you've been letting me lose you all gone your smile our love affair that sets me on fire how can you say nothing when I look away when I turn to go wanting more knowing and you do to it's like a craving, so then why do you deny yourself ecstasy??? because when it ends it's painful? hateful devastating I'm bleeding