i can't control you in your misery you don't pay attention to me not like i need you too nothing worth it i just love you no big deal there's nothing i want to feel if it isn't with you no experimenting i know i'm drowning slowly the water filling me is growing like my distaste for the way i feel about you i can't help it your probably the only one i shouldn't care about but i do theres no escaping you in the way i want to hold you and melt away even if i'm gone for good at least i'd have you if you hate this so much then we'll burn together hate to live together inhale our last breath and kiss away our exhale until we fade and we are built down to the fundamentals deteriorating is leaving me free as long as you and me can always be on this gravestone etched forever for eyes to see how i solemnly left for only the love you supplied me..... you will never understand this.