oh god mamma im so sorry that this is happening it makes me ache, what he did to us. $1,437 in one bill. addictive personality. my ex stepdad: liar took money took my cd's did every fucked up thing you could do to a wife to my mother it makes me cringe how you were so easily swayed by the notion of love and you wouldn't listen to me... and now i feel guilty. i should've tried harder told you i love you more and that i'm all you need mamma i'm just so sorry and i can't even tell you . i used to wanna tell you i told you so now i wanna hold you when you cry and you pretend to be strong in front of me but... i know you cry. i love you.