they burn me so so down to the low that i am air fueling them new until i knew they were empty stuck to their intentions like glue, I knew I could love you Philosophy is demanding me to bleed in words so unheard they were never even whispered to a girl that shared his bed that night she was his only release but he couldn't give in he holds on so violently to protect what he has seen ignorance is his dream and now mine I'm learning only to feel more lost in time knowledge is killing me I just hate knowing it was so much easier when things just hurt when they sting now they make me cry laugh dance want to die they make me feel dead but more alive like a fool I'm jaded old as new but the tempting tempting things bring?