we fail to see the changes right beneath us our very core inside we look on and out and move on towards a goal that was so clear until it just wasn't there anymore and we can't remember it's face it's entity is our discovery is trying to understand a mystery of once lost loving you unfailing unflinching I carried the burden of you depth to something ending done, just done and it's beat up inside and bleeding a little and scabbed over and sore and tender but mostly just very tender like your adoration and the way you look at me thank you for you I'm so sorry I haven't tried hard enough enough has come and gone I need closure speak softly you'll expose her me...