I wish someone would love me

by damned
Listening to: Greenday
Feeling: amused
Last night was fun. Yeah. It wasn't that bad actually. My mum realised that Gemma was out of it, but I'm not sure she cared. Not that she doesn't care about Gemma, she just thinks her parents are evil control freaks. She didn't want to have a go at me, she didn't want to have a go at Gemma, and she didn't want to tell Gemma's parents. So everyone wins. I really don't want to go back to school tomorrow. I don't like year 9. You still feel really small and stupid, but things start getting serious. People start talking about GCSEs and choices and scary things like that. And I can't help feeling like I don't even deserve to be at this school (posh grammar school to the outside world) and I'm going to be the biggest fuck-up they've ever had. Rachel
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wow im completely in love with your mother. Tell her i said hi, and thanks! And raz, no your not a fuck up and you do deserve to be at that school, education wise, but no one deserves to actually be there with all the shit they put you through. You are very clever, and will do well in anything you chose to!
luv ya
Gemma
x
9th grade is a big change, but it's not that big. In 9th grade you don't have to make choices such as 11th grade. Don't stress yourself out. If you feel like things are going too fast, talk to a teacher or a guidance counselor. It will get better. Believe me, it's not that bad.

Leave me some comments please!

-Becka
[Anonymous]
yeah i constantly feel like i should be making more of an effort. But school doesn't 'inspire' me as such, i'd rather save it for something i enjoy and that would benefit me in the process..i get by in exams, so why should i bother to do more work than i have to? as long as you know the rough idea your fine. Dumber people than you get by fine don't you. this school is just too stressful, its puts too much pressure on us.
gemma
x
oh yeah..that sucks. :(

-Becka
[Anonymous]
same here. wen she 1st texted me she wasnt makin ne sense n i told her 2 fuck off. then she called me n i felt rly bad. ur mum rocks.
dnt feel like that, ur shit cleverer than me n u deserv 2 b here as much as ne of us.
luv ya loads
susie
xHUGx
aaaaaaahhhhhhh
there you go
i screamed
lol thank you
now hurry up with you rnew bloody entry