9.00pm I want to stand out in the rain until I shiver. I want to drown myself in my tears and hold my head up high and say that I'm clean. I want to stand outside his house and tell him I love him. He doesn't love me. I want to tell them they're wrong. I'm not stupid, I'm not crazy. I'm clean. I want them to stop torturing me. When will they leave me alone? ~ Please still comment on the last entry. It's fun. ~ I'm so darn bored. Sorry lovers. 20 people 1) Gem 2) Susie 3) Becky 4) Fran 5) Twiggy 6) Aisha 7) Ali 8) Oli 9) Emily 10) Rosie 11) Becca 12) Kirsty 13) Grace 14) Tom 15) Emma 16) Heather 17) Richard 18) Mum 19) Mel 20) Isha Who is #8 going out with? Jack Is #9 a boy or a girl? Not so sure… girl Would #11 and #2 make a cute couple? I think we’ll leave that for Susie to decide How about #18 and #4? Haha, Fran and my mum What grade is #17 in? He’s in his second year of university When was the last time you talked to #12? Probably last Wednesday What is #6's favourite band? Greenday? I don’t really know. Does #1 have any siblings? No. Would you ever date #3? Yeah, sure Becky! Would you ever date #7? I already have (joking) Is #16 single? Yeah I think so. She doesn’t really tell me though, I’m her kid cousin. What's #15's last name? Wade. What's #5's middle name? No bloody idea. What's #10's fantasy? Probably something to do with Gem & her brother! Would #14 and #19 make a good couple? She’s not having him dammit. What school does #20 go to? My school Tell me a random fact about #11? She has a five-year-old brother called Jack And #1: She’s the sexiest person ever. And #3: She goes to Scouts with me ’cause she’s cool. And #2: She’s my underwear pal. Have you ever had a crush on #18? Yeah, my mum. I love her to bits. Maybe not that much though. Where does #9 live? Near me. Well, like 2 miles. What's #4's favourite colour? Blue? No clue. Would you make out with #3? You asked me whether I’d go out with her earlier. So yeah, go on then. Are #5 & #6 best friends? They don’t really know each other that well but I don’t think they have anything against each other. Does #8 like #19? Yeah I think so… but not in that way. She doesn’t really know her as far as I know. Does #10 have any pets? Two dogs Is #12 older than you? Yeah. Give #13 a hug? Go on then. Is #17 the sexiest person alive? He’s my cousin… but I’m sure he is.