Clear the airways

by damned
Feeling: pathetic
11.09am Good night last night. I think. I am getting paranoid about a lot of things now, but I know that I didn't do anything with any guys, which is progress for me. I am sorry if I did anything wrong. I feel amazingly awake this morning for getting home at 2am. Mind you I didn't wake up until 10am so I suppose I had the average amount of sleep anyway. I'm not really in the mood to go out but I guess I will this afternoon. I've got quite a while to recover and wake myself up before we go. I feel incredibly vain, but I didn't think I looked too bad last night. A certain person saying I was hot didn't half help either, but I shouldn't base my opinions of myself on him. I shouldn't base anything on him. And I've known him two years and neither me or Grace knew he smoked. I think he was scared I'd react like I did.
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Alright. Well, I didn't not comment back because I don't like you, lol. You seem pretty sweet to me.

And I said I would be offended...but really, in another corner of my mind I'm going "They don't like me...I knew I shouldn't have done/said this..." and I get all insecure...It takes a special kind of person to deal with what I hand out sometimes...and with my random outbursts.
Muah.
I love those kinds of people.

~Katja
ahh, those days were fun...
14? umm, i think i got a job then...
but it was like a few months before i turned 15

it sucks donkey as im sure i've said

♥R
ahh, the joys of alcohol...

...how i miss it so

don't become unemployed under the age of being able to recieve job seekers alowance!

it sucks

♥R
Hehe, I am just a little bit sexy. At least. :P
Latex.
Well, I like knowing you to and thanks for all the nice words .. you rock my world :]

I hate falling for the one that's gone for eight months but he called me tonight :]
first off- ur not vain... if u look good u look good. and everyone needs to feel beautiful sumtimes. y else would we get dressed to go out, hoping sum1 would comment on us? thats not vainity thats just human nature.
wierd isnt? - to find out new information abt an old friend. and even wierder to react in just the way they were afraid u would. i did the same thing w/ a friend of mine...
Alrighty.
Paranoid people unite!

Meh. Maybe its just me...but when I'm in a mall or whatever I look around and I go..."is that person looking at me? Do they think I'm fat? Do they think I'm hot? What are they thinking...and are they thinking about me?"
which...wow, make me seem SO vain.
But I really want Telepathy...cause then i would know and I could make my brain shut up...

~Katja
after reading yours for so long, i feel like i know you too and i'm glad that you still read it.

well i've been depressed for at least three years and suicide has almost comes so i can relate and it makes me mad how its always brought up.

i hate people that act like that, hwere we call them scenesters. i don't/didn't do it to follow the trend but to escape ... people nowadays are stupid ...
Hey thanks... it's http://www.myspace.com/16541682
hi
we laughed about it later.
i tried so hard not to laugh.
That's why in my prayers every night I ask for forgiveness. just in case I die tomorrow.

i think it's particularly hard to be good in a society like ours, where christianity is on the downward spiral. But we can try. hurray for trying.

we're good people, but we have rotten parts. Hopefully God doesn't throw away an apple because of a brown spot.
yeah...... it scared me too one time. i put this pictures of a girl stabing this little boy and sam (a friend of mine) freaked out.
Yeah, but I still feel bad. I'm hoping that feeling bad is a good thing to some extent, because it means I know that i'm a sinner and want to be better.

but making fun of people is just so fun. I'm torn.
i think we're all horrible people just a little bit. in comparison to Jesus.
which is who I was comparing to.

I'm so judgemental.
i like your sitdiary.
Feeling better is def. good.
Blah.
I know I didn't comment back after your last comment, so I apologize...mostly cause I know I'd be totally offended if you did the same thing cause I'm really weird like that.
So
Yesh.

~Katja